I know its been a while since I've written but thats because I've been so busy!
Let me start by saying I absolutely cannot wait for you to get here! Every day I feel you inside of me reminds me just how miraculous you are.
I started feeling you move the night your daddy and I got married. I had felt you before but I didnt know it was you in there moving around. The night your daddy and I got married, we laid in bed and I felt you move and knew it for sure it was you. Now I feel you kicking me all the time, I think you like using my bladder as a trampokine and you love pushing your head against the top part of my belly. The first time your daddy felt my belly and felt you move I thought he would pass out! His eyes got as big as saucers and said theres no way he could ever be a woman and have something moving around inside him like that. One day, when you grow up and get married, I hope you get the chance to feel your very own baby moving around in your belly and I hope you remember reading this and how it felt with you inside mommys tummy.
I sometimes lay in the the tub or the bed and watch you push my belly out in weird angles.
Tomorrow you will be 28 weeks old inside of me. We sure have had a long road up to this point but all the pain, all the scares and all the yucky bland food I have to eat on this diet until you're born is worth it! You are about 2 1/2 lbs but youre healthy and full of energy it feels like. I'm not sure if you're tired of being in there but it feels like sometimes youre trying to kick your way out like a little ninja! Stay in there in your little safe home for a little while longer baby, then you can come into this world and come home to live in our new house with me and your daddy.
I can't wait to meet you and I hope that all my fears will disappear when they lay you in my arms. I hope that once you are here everything I feel like I will not be prepared for just comes naturally. And I hope that you know I will forever love you and you already have someone that would give their life for you.
